Okay, I know you're thinking, "What is this? Kid spends a few days in the hospital and all his problems are cured?" But I'm not. I know I'm not. I can tell this is just the beginning. I still need to face my homework, my school, my friends. My dad. But the difference between today and last Saturday is that for the first time in a while, I can look forward to the things I want to do in my life. Bike, eat, drink, talk. Ride the subway, read, read maps. Make maps, make art. Finish the Gates application. Tell my dad not to stress about it. Hug my mom. Kiss my little sister. Kiss my dad. Make out with Noelle. Make out with her more. Take her on a picnic. See a movie with her. See a movie with Aaron. Heck, see a movie with Nia. Have a party. Tell people my story. Volunteer at 3 North. Help people like Bobby. Like Muqtada. Like me. Draw more. Draw a person. Draw a naked person. Draw Noelle naked. Run, travel, swim, skip. Yeah, I know it's lame, but, whatever. Skip anyway. Breathe... Live. 

Tome este extracto de la película "It's kind of a funny story" que la verdad me encanto, la encontré por casualidad, y ahora se convirtió en una de mis películas favoritas, háganse un tiempito y mírenla  les aseguro que no se van a arrepentir:)

"I'm just tired"- she said, and they believe her.

Estoy cansada ya, de repetir la misma rutina, todos estos últimos años. No saber quien soy, ni quien quiero ser... ¿cómo voy a saberlo si no trato de descubrirlo?, ¿cómo descubrirlo si no se como?. No te has sentido alguna vez, algo así como que... ¿ vacío?, bueno así me siento yo, vacía, y no puedo entender el porque. A veces solo quisiera alejarme, irme a algún lugar bonito y simplemente pensar, ojalá pudiera, es que en las películas parece tan fácil... ¿no?.